shit you.

and so he's back in for another week.
i just realised how hard it is when your partner is not near you and you can't contact him as and when you like.

还是会寂寞 - 陈绮贞

还是会寂寞

陈绮贞

早已忘了想你的滋味是什么

因为每分每秒都被你占据在心中

你的一举一动牵扯在我生活的隙缝

谁能告诉我离开你的我会有多自由

也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中

可是这么一来就一点意义也没有

我的高尚情操一直不断提醒著我

离开你的我不论过多久还是会寂寞

别对我小心翼翼

别让我看轻你

跟著我勇敢的走下去

别劝我回心转意

这不是廉价的爱情

看著我对我说真爱我

也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中

可是这么一来就一点意义也没有

我的高尚情操一直不断提醒著我

离开你的我不论过多久还是会寂寞

别对我小心翼翼

别让我看轻你

跟著我勇敢的走下去

别劝我回心转意

这不是廉价的爱情

Goals for this year

Remember this?

If you lazy click, nevermind. I've included them here.

1. Get at least a 3.0 for my GPA
   I think this might be a little difficult... Judging from my grades now... LOL..


2. Save at least $500 by the end of this year.
   I think this shouldn't be a problem if I can curb my spending urge. HAHAHA!
   
   
3. Pass my Driving Practical Test on July 3.
   Hopefully~
   
   
4. Learn how to play the guitar correctly.
   I got take course. Must be hardworking and play regularly.

LOL... I was looking through my blog archives and I saw this. I went O.O
Number 1 is confirm out. I only got a cumulative gpa of 2.4 =.=

Number 2 is also almost out. Currently, my bank account has only $2+ inside.
Genius.

Number 3 has been achieved! I got my driving license but have not been driving regularly..

Number 4 is also considered done. Am diligently practising my guitar, but would like to improve more. Gonna get Ben to teach me plucking techniques. XD


I really need to save more money. Ever since internship started, I have been spending money like nobody's business. I think it's my own fault.
There was a month where my mother didn't give me pocket money for school. I used my own savings from the bursary. AND I KEPT SPENDING CUZ I DIDN'T HAVE A LIMIT.

Now, my savings all gone. (apart from some cash at home which I forced myself not to spend)
shit.
I shall start saving next month. Keep my spending to its minimum.. I shall only spend money on food. $4 a day for lunch. I WILL NOT EXCEED THE AMOUNT.

Suddenly feel like shouting Dunearn's Determined & Disciplined.........
=.=

So random......

Bird.

I saw a bird this morning while waiting for the bus.
It was an ordinary bird, black feathers, yellow beak and yellow feet.
But what was different about this bird is that it only has 1 foot. The other one is just its legs and the foot cut off. I say it's cut off cuz of the clean line it has. It isn't a stub nor has it been bitten off by its predator. It looks like it's cut off.

And what struck me was that despite of its handicap, it still walks as if nothing is wrong. Hopping around in the bus interchange probably looking for food.
How many people you know whines and cries when they lose something?
Maybe initially you feel sad and you cry, that's fine with me. But at the end, you have to stand back up and get on with life.
Because nobody, especially the Earth, will stop going on their usual routine just because of you.

I guess I'm just feeling erms... I dunno the word. Recently, I realised that my vocabulary is getting from bad to worse. Even my Chinese is deteriorating.. =.=

I have to read more, and practise speaking and writing my English and Chinese.

P.S. I'm improving on my guitar =D
P.P.S. Project Anniversary is almost done!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Update update update

Alright, another long post coming up I hope.
I have loads of pictures to upload but I can't seem to bother to..
I keep telling myself I'll take pictures and upload to blog but I keep forgetting and procrastinating and then.. I don't upload at all... But I'll be hardworking today and upload them for you!!


Found a heart shaped chip in our bag of ruffles.. Couldn't bear to eat it.. wahaha



Stupid fat woman wanted to snatch it from me.. But NOPE! Not gonna give her!! (she ate it in the end though cuz I couldn't bear to eat it =.=)



My new hair extensions!! You can't see the end.. It's soooooo long...... It gets heavy at times but I'm more or less used to it already. But thing is, My original hair is so much shorter than my extension that it looks weird if it's not straight cuz it protrudes out at the top while the rest of the hair is long and straight....



What I wore to the SYOGOC (Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee) meeting on the day where the fat woman went to the kelong. It's my current display picture for MSN and Facebook. =D

Can't remember what else I wanted to add in.. ohwells..

I fell down in the bus on the way to school today.. I lost my balance, and my heels got caught on the edge of the ledge of the last row and I knelt forward. My knees hurt like shit now.. =.=
My dad was so kan chiong, he went looking for the medicine to apply to the bruise just now. He was worried that I couldn't walk tomorrow cuz of the blue-black. Awww... He's the best =D

I took pictures of the bruise but I don't know how well it'll show.. I'll upload anyway.. lol..



My left leg.. See the small dot there? It hurts like shit if you touch it..



My right leg.. This knee got it bad.. there's 2 bruises cuz I knelt on the metal edge on the floor.. You know SMRT buses have a catch on the floor at the back? The edge of the catch is metal and it's elevated.. Not flat.. I fell right on it.. So clever.. =D

But if I really cannot walk tomorrow, that's nice somehow. :)


P.S. I miss boyfriend.. He's having his field camp now.. Bleah..

New shampoo

Bought a new shampoo yesterday. Tried it before I went to bed. And I woke up with perfect hair!!

Nice and soft and easily manageable.

I always thought my dandruff would get in the way of what kind of shampoo I use. And it's true, I cannot anyhow use shampoo cuz I will make it worse..

So if you are thinking of changing your shampoo or sth try Essential. I bought the Nuance Airy (the pink colour one) cuz I have flat hair.. And it's damn cheap. Shampoo, conditioner and treatment total $10 nia.

And you can get a free tote by filling out a survey and mailing it to them. So cool!!