Ooooh blogger has a new layout thingy!!

Looks nicer now. I might continue blogging!

Let's see now. I have nothing much to say currently.

Maybe next time?

I'm just sitting on my bed and suddenly I realise how useless I am.
I know a lot of things, but I'm good at none.
A jack of all trades, a master of none.

I can earn money, I cannot keep.
I can study, I cannot do well.
I can sing and play the guitar, I cannot perform well.
I can do the housework and cook, I cannot do them well.
I can help my brother with his homework, I cannot teach well.
I can talk a lot, I cannot speak well.
I can give advice, I cannot follow them well.
I can listen, I cannot remember.
I ask people to be happy, I get emotional.

It's just another of those days. I just feel like a burden to everybody. =.=
I'm graduating next Tuesday. My friend on Monday.
I need a job. I need someone there for me. I guess I was too used to somebody being there for me when I need it. I need to grow up. I need to learn. I need more time. Maybe I shouldn't think too much eh?

it's may, and my work in april has ended.
it's one of the most enjoyable experience i ever had.
have made lotsa new friends, most of which i'm keeping and will make the effort to continue being friends.


learnt new things as well. especially about track events. learnt new soft skills as well. will help me in the long run


i really enjoyed working with this bunch of people, this company, this lady boss. i hope they feel the same way too :)


i need to find one day to go to school to collect my graduation gown. yes, i'm graduating. May 25, if you wanna take a picture with me, let me know!

talking about graduation. smu, ntu has sent me rejection letters. not a surprise to me, kinda expected it. but it still hurt. and it came while i was sick and rolling around in bed. awful. next thing in line, work. am looking for a full time job (i know it's not gonna be as fun as the previous one i've worked but i want to make the most out of it). i hope i find one that suits me. i am really picky. and i know that they say "beggars can't be choosers". well. i'm not a beggar, and i jolly well can choose what i want to do.i don't want a job that makes me sit in front of a computer typing random numbers and letters from 9 - 6. i won't learn anything from there.


i want a job that lets me work, and learn at the same time. because i believe that learning never stops (note, i said learning, not studies) try as many things as i can to find out what suits me best :)





and i know i haven't been updating, but if you followed my facebook, twitter and tumblr closely, you will know what's going on in my life ! GO FOLLOW ME NAO!

What's wrong with me?

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away.



Don't know what has come over me these few days. Been feeling really down. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my hormones, maybe it's the people, maybe...



I know my recent Facebook statuses have been really emo. But I have no idea why I'm like that. I'm trying very hard to stay happy. But, it is hard. Maybe I'm born to be upset and sad.



Maybe. Now only if there wasn't so much maybes.

My mother's birthday

See!? Told you I'm gonna post pictures of my mum's birthday.

I'm so hardworking :D

The cake we got her from Awfully Chocolate (or something..)

Her with baby number 1 Colee

Celebrated at my Ah Yi's house.

Candle blown out already..

Her with baby 1 & 2 Colee and Deeno

Picture taking

Cut Cake!!

Cutting to smaller pieces to share

Here's what happened that day.

We ignored her for the whole day. Nobody said anything about celebrating her birthday. She only knew that we were gonna buy a cake for her. She called daddy and he didn't know anything (which was true cuz we didn't exactly planned anything with him).

Ah yi called me asking how we were gonna celebrate her birthday. I told her we're gonna get cake from Vivo. She said okay, how about dinner. I went o.O right.. we forgot about dinner. -.-

So she suggested her place, she's gonna order pizza and KFC (the usual..) and invite her over. Nobody is to tell mummy that we were gonna celebrate at her house.

Okay.. so my mum went home after work, left some money for my sis to get dinner for ourselves and waited for my ah yi to fetch her to her house. She was complaining how nobody remembered her birthday, and that nobody cared for her etc.

When we arrived at Ah yi's house (with cakes and babies in full force, daddy even went to fetch grandma to celebrate together!) she was sulking.

I know she's happy but she doesn't show. Maybe she's tired or sth. But I know you're happy :)



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU :)

uh-huh. a 2.57 makes no much difference you know?

siblings

i don't know how many posts have i dedicated to my siblings
but tell me. how stupid can your siblings be?             

                  
mine? really stupid.


my brother just decided to throw the newspapers that we put on the floor for the dogs to pee and poo into the toilet bowl. and flushed them down.

tell me. why is it that me and my sister can be so smart and have common sense but my brother who came out the same place we did, be so retarded?


he must've gotten all the recessive genes.



or maybe he's just different, maybe i should see things his way?
no. any other way i see it. nobody in their straight minds will FLUSH NEWSPAPERS DOWN TOILET BOWLS. right?


urgh.